In the Hallway

 You're probably wondering where I've been, or not; either way, let me catch you up. I didn't think that I'd be posting only once a year, but here we are. Y'all really gassed and told me that I could write, you were right but it really got to my head and took up all the space. Literally

Why now? My friend challenged me to a month of incorporating some daily habits and following them through the month of June. Oh' happy not so new year btw)  and I felt compelled to include the blog as something I should probably work on but after cracking my head thinking of ways I could work on it, my mind went completely blank.

I am not sure if I have the inspiration anymore because I definitely have stories. I guess. A lot has happened over the past year, and maybe we'll get into it but my current self is in the hallway. I recently turned 29, and as time is flying like its got somewhere to be; I am stuck in the hallway. The hallway looking past my twenties and peeping through my thirties. The big 3 'O' is months away.

It is a bit dark here, full of anxiety and expectations from within and the outside world. Its full of second guessing oneself, analyzing past and current choices F up your twenties, make all the mistakes, start over as many times as you want, explore the world, change careers, go back to school, start a business and fail etc. are the advices we get in our twenties.

What if I didn't do all that then, then is it too late for me? Does that mean I just sat there and watched as time flew by and now I got to live in regret? Are your thirties kinder than your twenties ? Does it really get better? Is it a guarantee that it will get better or do I have to work ten times harder? The grind doesn't stop innit?

Long story short, I have very many questions. Zero answers. I will try to enjoy the rest and final year of my twenties. 

Peace out.

Cheers.